EFF! my head X_X so last night.... not fun... I was working on new mixes for me new band and my head was about to explode (I wish it did) I kept turning up the volume every time I had a sad thought... I guess I was punishing myself, the smoke wasn't helping much either. Time was melting all around me, was going blind but I kept making it louder and louder, Felt so sick that I pulled off my headphones and started to vomit in to my trash can. half an hour of puke later I listen to the recording of my nightly labors and......

......it was like so fucking sick, I was overcome by my own misery I almost started over again trying to and more bass to it, so that when people hear this they'd feel my misery and want to throw up too, my brains were blown out and my lung filled with smoke and I kind of went into this trance 6:23 A.M.

I feel so sick, so dead, and before I could start up again my leg's gave way I collapsed....

...I woke up in a puddle of my own vomit... >_> mmm.. salad... definitely salad anyway I'm really looking forward to showing my band mates "my sickness"